darkness - Ufana Thoughts

Apathetic, Exhausted, Philophobic... Hopeful

So I'm writing this morning because I regressed again and while I'm not sad about it, I'm left wondering when I'll put the past in the past and be able to move on with life, unburdened by the memories of what was, unbothered by the thoughts of what could...

Blasphemy!

Disclaimer; Turn away now you agreed if you think Kambili deserved to be whipped... Mother taught me that God answerth all, that there's only one God but mother doesn't agree with my being a catholic, for some reason the word of God differs there. Growing...

Waterfront...

I stood at the waterfront with a beating heart, clothed in dripping blood and held by careless, carefree fingers that threatened to do as they pleased. I shut the rib that had caged and held back my ability to wander the vast arid lands of possibilities...

Homeless...

They say home isn't four walls, a shiny chandelier, Italian stained windows and a Russian nuclear proof door. Home isn't the Global Positioned Spot where the 'Leprechauns' buried that pot of gold for if it was; the queue might out 'Trump' that that graced...

Forever.

Forever was not wanting the new tech conversation she was having with her father to end, cause though she wasn't going to get any, it allowed her the chance to bond all she wanted with the man who raised her. Forever was not wanting the hot, unelectrified...

Light Life, Dark Death.

This is because in the end, all that is of light and colour fades and nothing exist anymore and the world ends or at least it does for us anyways and we transcend to the after life or that stuff that we hear in stories and sermons. In that time, only...

The Beast that is #Thoughts.

Deep down here, its lonely, dark and cold. All traces of light, happiness and glee are non-existent and all that is, would make Azkaban seem like pre-elementary school. Hi, its me again.... "You don't wanna walk my path or wear my shoes. You simply wouldn't...

Angels are Demons.

Hey Aly, Babe, I can’t control how long I live but I know I can control how well I live. Life isn’t fair to anyone and we both know that eventualities happen and just in case I leave, I want you to know I absolutely love you. Everyone is good or rather,...

Retro Sapiens.

Trying to be the voice of reason in a world that's drowned in a pool illicit normalities and condemned acts is futile and useless, so I watched as teenage adults submerge themselves deeper in this sea of stupidity. I'll see them rise again; matured or...

Hey Dad... Bye.

"Good night usually meets Good bye, me replaying memories in my head" but we never really believe it's good bye for 'good'. Maybe that's why I never say good bye... 'see you later' seems more appropriate, good bye just seems like 'GOOD BYE' and I'm not...

Dark and Deep...

Oblivion as in a state of emptiness where nothing exists, that very point where you know, it’s the end but still lack the ability to comprehend anything including the fact that nothing exists. That deep, empty void, that’s it, that’s the point I’m beginning...